God spoke to me again. He remnded me that I am His dear child, that He is the one that protects the house.. and to seek the truth and it will keep my foot from destruction.. And He also told me that when you hearken unto Him, He’ll bless you.. Like He is blessing me. As I walked up the stairs.. this word came to me. James 1:18.. dunno y, but its gotta be of God.

“Of his own will begat he us with the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures.”