live since 89.

make note of this.

Live Since 89 — Wed, 14 Jul 2010 12:21:46 +0000

Abide in Me, I’ll abide in you.

Hoodlum

Live Since 89 — Tue, 15 Jun 2010 06:59:07 +0000

And.. I’m watching Hoodlum with some fam. The dvd starts skippin at the end, and I ask God to let it stop skippin.. so I pray in faitg.. it starts. But when I wavered, it quit. So finally I felt like I’m goin thru this for a reason.. and I gird up my faith like before.. and the dvd played. I gotta stay strong. God DOES provide for me!!

I am in you. Take note of Me.

Live Since 89 — Sat, 29 May 2010 05:32:08 +0000

In the car… with Cory & Adam. Whippin thru Highlands, Redlands, San Bern.. but I asked God to keep me. He said, malaysia you are in Me. Believe in me, I shall keep u. Take note of Me, your sign is comin… White car straight ahead.. so I looked 2 the right, at the coming car.. it was green. I started to thik I was crazy but I thought about it again… straight ahead. I looked & there were 2 white cars.

God, thank You for the Holy Ghost

Live Since 89 — Tue, 25 May 2010 11:36:44 +0000

Reading the book of John at 4am… Doubt crept to my mind & heart.. Twisting and trying to get me to doubt the Word, which I quickly rebuked. I asked God for a verse which took me to this 1 Cor 4:9 “For I think that God hath set forth us the apostles last, as it were appointed to death: for we are made a spectacle unto the world, and to angels, and to men.”.. Whch I understood. Then I asked the Holy Ghost… and It took me to Heb 4:15! Praise God!

let not your heart be troubled.

Live Since 89 — Sat, 22 May 2010 07:12:56 +0000

Tonight/this morning, I asked God to speak to my heart.. as I have been. I promised that I wouldn’t ask no more this month if He’d only talk to me.. Dont laugh, it aint funny! But no.. REEALLLY. I needed Him. I need God to strip me down and build me up according to HIS way. I am so tired of being anxious.. fearful.. and down. I need something to penetrate my heart, LORD!!

Anyway, here’s what the word was.

“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” John 14:27

Expect this.

Live Since 89 — Sat, 15 May 2010 09:45:53 +0000

God awoke me one early morning to Scripture, which said (Matt 14:3-8, I believe)… and that I should expect stuff like this for my faith. Pft. Doubt, what?

Anointed

Live Since 89 — Sat, 15 May 2010 09:36:16 +0000

Recently I talked to a friend of mine, who gave me some much needed confirmation. I fell on his heart, thanks to God and he called to see if I was alright.

At that particular moment, I wasn’t & was anxious. Id been struggling in keepin myself together.. & he told me stop worrying. Stop going back and forh. Make God ur number one.He will provide everything I need. O if I could just trust HIM. He’s there and wants to provide for me. I have an anointing on me, of which, Idk. I just know I gotta stop dancing around it a.d get ready. God knows.

In the moonlight.

Live Since 89 — Fri, 30 Apr 2010 10:14:47 +0000

God spoke to me again. He remnded me that I am His dear child, that He is the one that protects the house.. and to seek the truth and it will keep my foot from destruction.. And He also told me that when you hearken unto Him, He’ll bless you.. Like He is blessing me. As I walked up the stairs.. this word came to me. James 1:18.. dunno y, but its gotta be of God.

“Of his own will begat he us with the word of truth, that we should be a kind of firstfruits of his creatures.”

So encouraging.

Live Since 89 — Wed, 28 Apr 2010 06:09:20 +0000

The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him: he also will hear their cry, and will save them. Psalm 145:18-19

THANK YOU LORD!

mothers.

Live Since 89 — Sat, 24 Apr 2010 06:50:07 +0000

soo… if ANYONE ever tells you to talk to the ‘old folk’.. please, take their words for it. If not, please take mine.

Wednesday night.. I was talking to Mother Davis about a few things I’ve been going through. The confusion, uncertainty, fear and self-condemning attacks on my mind.. I was feeling hopeless at times. Weary. Unsure of myself and the root that I have in God. Needless to say—God came through! Mother told me that the enemy will try and bring self-condemnating thoughts, and fear to your mind.. Especially about things that you have repented over. He’ll also masquerade as an angel of light to distort the Word on you (saying scripture that really isnt scripture–”cleanliness is next to godliness, or other halfway type stuff”) and we must always remember that satan is an ACCUSER OF THE BRETHREN. He WILL attack you and get you to doubt and feel all sorts of ways. When that happens, he is trying to pull you out of the way of God and from prayer. If he can hinder your prayer, he can hinder you. You must have a prayer life.

Praise God for the mothers!